One Year Later and It's a Celebration For Me!!! My Oh My, Look How I have Grown :)

 

May 11th 2012, do you all remember what happened that day? Do you remember that pretty little girl up there??? You should!!! BUT if you can’t remember be sure to click here May 11th, 2012 Yep that's when this little princess came into this world! A whole 2 pounds 3 ounces!! Now look at me 367 days later weighing in at almost 20 pounds!! Think about that now for just one moment and you too will realize how amazing that whole last line was, 26 weeks aka 3 months premature and here I am today perfectly happy and healthy. A LOT has happened during these past 367 days, and as you know 99% of all of it has been written in this blog, aka my life story. This blog started exactly one year ago today, as a gift to mommy for mother’s day, it was a way of letting her know through my own voice (aka Daddy) that I was going to be ok, and even though she could not see me for the first 2 days of my life that I was going to fight to be with her and my family. It was also a gift to you people, my readers, my family and friends, and everyone else that needed to know how I was doing and how I was going to make it through all of this to see myself at home where I belong. It was also a gift to all the other families out there with preemies of their own that needed to know how all of this works, how to show them that with just a little bit of love and hope that they too could be rewarded with seeing their little preemie come home for the first time. Sadly though not all preemies were as lucky as I am. Some, simply put, were just not ready enough to come out and were sadly were never able to make it home. This was quite simply the saddest and worst thing about being in the ICU for so long. I believe there is a reason for everything, and even though I do not know why I was chosen to be one of the lucky ones, I know I will do everything I can to have an impact in this world. This was why last week’s walk was soooo important; it gives us preemies a chance at life. Most babies come out at 9 months but sometimes something’s happen that no one can control and it’s the people like the March Of Dimes that help make the best of a scary situation. So like I said last week I will continue to spread the word for the March For Babies Walk every year so I can know in my heart that every preemie born from here on out will have the same chance I did and will hopefully have the chance to come home for the first time… 

Wow look at me now! Crazy what a years worth of beauty sleep will do :) Normally a year would seem like a SUPER LONG TIME for a baby but realistically time flew once I was home. The 99 days in the hospital on the other hand did not; everyday in there was a new adventure of good news and bad news. But all of those bad times were always followed up with good because for the power of love and hope from all of you. I have said it before on here a million times I would not be where I am today without your love and prayers. I fought to be home but you all willed me to be there as well. Every time I had something bad happen to me it was fixed, cured or solved very quickly. It is almost quite remarkable how I made it this far virtually unscaved from my entire time in the ICU. If you would look at me now I DO IN FACT look like a one year old baby, even though inside I really am only 9 months old. I grew and grew and now here I am without a setback to even mention any longer. This all cannot be just because of dumb luck, there is a higher power up there somewhere and I am eternally grateful for it :) My blog may be technically ending today one year later after its inception but my life is just beginning, it’s like I said when I first got home, one chapter is over and the next is just beginning all I have to do is just turn the page :) Some of you have made this blog part of your weekly routine and I’m sorry that I have to end it, but I promise to always update it with my new accomplishments and achievements and to promote my March for Babies walks every year. Now the posts from here on out probably will not be as long as before but I promise you will still feel like a part of my life when you read them, and that is what this is all about :) You are ALL a part of my life and thank you all with all of my heart for joining me on this incredible journey :) So here we go! 133 posts later and 42 thousand visits from people around the world and we are at my first birthday party!! The perfect last chapter from my journey home to my beginnings at home :)

Look at me in my birthday outfit! I'm just hanging out with my good friend Heighlee as you can see :) But I will get to my birthday party here in a sec. Now this week went by as most of the other weeks have with one GIANT exception!! I SLEPT THROUGH THE WHOLE NIGHT!!! Almost 5 days in a row!! Only twice last week did I actually wake up for a bottle!! I don't honestly know what changed but I know mommy and daddy have to be loving the new me :) Because of my new ability of being able to sit on my bottom all by myself and my recent attempts on pulling myself up using my crib bars daddy has lowered my bed almost all the way to the bottom :( So that means my crib (AKA Jail Cell) is now once again too tall for me to scale :( Oh well guess I just need to grow some more again so I can figure out how to sneak out of my crib at night to play with my toys :) For the most part I think it has finally sunk in that when it is bed time, IT IS BED TIME and that means just go to sleep and get it over with so by the time I wake up I can be back at it again :) This past week i have been really smiley and very happy, no real fussiness from me, all I do is sit on the ground and play with my toys and TRY to crawl, AND GUESS WHAT!!!! YEP THAT'S RIGHT!!! I still can't crawl :( UGH!! I really wanted to master this BEFORE my birthday party and alas I STILL have not been able to get past just bouncing on my knees and lunging forward, Mama and Grandma both try to help me but I just can't seem to get these arms and hands to move in the right order. :( Oh well try and try again I guess :) Still no more teeth either and that was pretty much it for my week so Bye bye everybody!!!!

Ok Just joking now I will get to the PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARTY!!!!!!!!! YES!!! My FIRST BIRTHDAY PARTY EVER!!!! YES !!!! THE ONE THAT IS JUST FOR ME!!!! Woooohoooo <---- as you can see it may have been a couple days ago but the excitement over it still has not left me :) Soooo with out further ado here is what happened at my party!! First let me show you all my pretty decorations and my cake!! :)

 Here you see the decorations my mama made, she printed up a picture from every month since I was born, she got the idea from my auntie Vicki, looks great mama :) Also on the table is all the mother's day gifts I had my mama make for all our guests that were mamma's too :)

 Here is my throne :) Aka where the LONG awaited cake eating and candle blowing will happen!!

 Here are all the gifts I got!!! My oh my there is A LOT of presents for little ole me :) Thank you all sooooo much!!!

And here is my GIANT Happy Birthday Sign!! Complete with my happy birthday balloons!!

And FINALLY here is my cake!! My grandma Rolene made me the cakes too!! The one on the far right is just for me :) Oh man I can't wait!!! Now one last thing before I get to my party I got to let you know about all the guests that showed up!!

Here is me and my Grandma Berta!!! 

And me and my Auntie Sarah!! 

And My Great GREAT Aunt Lorrie!! My Great GREAT Uncle Don came too but daddy forgot to get the pic :(

And my GREAT GREAT Aunt Connie!! 

And Here is my Uncle Joey and I!!! 

And Good Ole' Dominic and I!! 

Grandpa Andy Came too Of Course!! 

Grandma Rolene came as well!!! 

Oh Look here is Auntie Jade and I too!! 

And here is me and my God Mamma Amber!!, Chad came too but I guess he forgot to get in a picture with me :( Awe shucks!! And there were also others that I forgot to get pictures with, but I just HAVE to mention them!! Like my Auntie Vicki and my cousins Sammi and Matti! There was also my good friend Sam and and her three kids Dylon, Emmie and Heighlee!! Finally my Auntie Krista came too and brought her kids Brookie and Jesten :) Thank you all for coming and if I forgot someone I am really sorry but my little brain just can't remember everything ya know!! :)

And now its time to get this party started!! As you can see above I got to sit in my little throne and I was pretty interested in the decor around my eating tray! So much so that I grabbed it and completely pulled it off!! Then I proceeded to try and eat it!! Eventually Grandma Berta came by and took it from me so I could get my hands on the one thing I TRUELY wanted to try out MORE THAN ANYTHING, MY CAKE!!!!

FINALLY!! At LONG LAST I get to try my VERY OWN cake!!! This sugary goodness was finally within reach!! After a birthday song just for me and a candle blowing that mama helped out with, I reached out grabbed me a handful of this forbidden desert!! And you will NEVER believe what happen next!! I got myself 2 bites of this sugary dream and BOOM I threw it all up :( Yep EVERYTHING :( I got me a sugar rush that my little body had no clue what to do with and out it all came :( And ya pretty much after that I was over the whole cake thing :( I will have to try this all again later because that was pretty disappointing :( And don't you worry grandma Rolene it wasn't the cake just my upset tummy... UGH! I wanted it soooooo bad too!! But alas it didnt work out for me this time around but you mark my words cake we WILL meet again.... :)

Well after the unexpected cake fiasco with my tummy, I was escorted away from my throne to the living room with my mama and all my presents!!! Here you can see my mommy with Krista and Sam checking out my presents!! :) Now of course I was more intested in trying to eat the paper instead of what was actually underneath the wrapping so mama had to help me out!! So we all gathered around while I went one by one with opening all my gifts :)

 Yep here I go again trying to eat the paper!! I think my mama had to spend more time pulling ribbons and paper out of my mouth than actually trying to open my presents with me!! Oh well. I was confused, it looked like a GIANT cake and ya I got excited hehehe.  Now if i was going to tell you EVERYTHING I got for my birthday that would be one REALLY long blog post so I'll just try to sum it up. First of all I got LOTS of pretty clothes for the summer time :) Lots of pretty sun dresses and hats and shoes to go with it too :) I even got some sun glasses too!! (You remember that picture from above!) And I think everyone noticed how much I LOVE the water in previous blog posts because I got at least 7 different bathing suits!! Oh man now I am REALLY excited to get out in the sun and try on all these beautiful outfits :) Besides all the wonderful outfits, I got me some cool new toys too!! I have a bear that sings me songs and even knows my name! A crazy worm that spells out the ABC's for me, a beautiful mirror toy and makes me feel pretty, (like I needed a mirror for that!!) and even a crazy Dinosaur that shots balls up in the air for me to catch :) Very FUN stuff indeed!!

I also got a VERY beautiful blanket that was made just for me, some swimming diapers (for all my bathing suits of course!) a book I can chew on thats all about animals, a very pretty stuffed animal bunny I can snuggle with :),  a comfy seat thingie I can use in shopping carts and at restaurants to keep me safe and comfy, and finally 2 different walkers!!! One for learning to walk and one for me to move around in until I learn to walk!! (But I need to learn to crawl first before I can use these ugh!!) All and all I was a very spoiled baby!! I LOVE ALL my gifts everyone and I thank you all so much :) I cant wait to strut my stuff in all my new clothes :) I'll be sure to have my mommy take all kinds of pictures with me in them to send you all :) It's days like this I feel like the luckiest and most blessed baby in the whole world :)

 Here you can see all the cards I got on this special day of mine :) I also got this awesome stuffed animal bear that everyone got to sign, kinda like a guest book :) I am gonna really enjoy looking back on all of this later in life :) Thank you to all you who joined me on my special day, and to all you that could not make it I completely understand, you were all there with me  in my heart trust me :) It's been one heck of a ride this year and once again you guys were the reason why it was all worth it :) My family and I will never forget this past year, we all grew closer together, more closely than ever before and now I completely understand what the power of love can do. I could not have asked for a better beginning or a better family, or a better group of friends and fans. Blessed I am and trust me I will never forget that :) Be sure to check back in on this blog from time to time, Im sure I will have some kind of update worth reading every now and then :) I can't just completely stop writing to you guys I will go crazy!! Thank you all again for making feel soooo special and incredibly happy, the kind comments, the donations, and the contributions to my March for Babies team will never be forgotten and I dont even know how I can ever begin to thank you all, just know I always appreciated everything you all did and I love you all for it!! Nothing compares to the unwavering support from you all, dating all the way back to beginning of all of this, and so for the millionth time thank you, Thank You, THANK YOU!! :)

Now I will end this post in the same form I ended it one year ago today, as a dedication for my mommy and all mommy's everywhere :) This picture is the first time my mother and I ever met, and I will never forget the smiles and warms touches of love she gave to me for the first time. There is NOTHING compared to a mothers love (Sorry Daddy) and I am extremely thankful for you mommy :) And do me a favor mommy don't you EVER think that the reason I was a preemie was because of you either!! I wanted out as soon as possible for one reason and one reason only to MEET YOU, and would you look at that I got my wish :) Even though I had to work a bit harder by myself when I got out to get home it was all worth it, it made me stronger, you made me stronger, and it made the bond between us unbreakable :) I love you with all my heart mommy and Happy Mothers day :)

Goodnight to all of you, and trust me you will certainly see me around I am sure of it :)

It's HERE It's March of Dimes Walk For Babies Week!!

Hello everybody!! Wow what a wonderful week!!!! This week was my first EVER walk for the March of Dimes!! Now if you have been reading this blog for the past 4 months you have no doubt heard me mention that I have a team of very special people that were raising money to donate to Preemie babies and the March of Dimes Walk For Babies event. Now my team consisted of Me of course, My mommy and Daddy, My Auntie Vicki and Uncle Terry and even Cousin Sammi, My Auntie Krista and Auntie Jade and Dominic, my brother Jayce and his brother Jordyn, My God Parents Amber and Chad, and their friends Sarah and O.C. and even there little one Remy! (Hey he stole my middle name!!) Also Jordyn’s Step Mama Kalia Joined in on the fun too!!! First of all I would have to say THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! We raised over 500 dollars to donate to the March of Dimes!! And considering this is my first year doing this, I think we all did a VERY good job you ALL deserve a big hug and a pat on the back!!!! And once I can do either of those things you will get one!!! :) So once again thank you all!! AND a very BIG special thank you to Amber and Jade, because you two basically ran this whole thing and I could not have done it without you!!! :) They both even had T-shirts made for the big event!! And even I had my one very special one too!! See below!!

Here is God Mommy and Real Mommy! And of Course me Duh!

Here Is Auntie Jade and I.

Here is Mommy and Auntie Krista!! Hey where am I in this picture!!

Here is Kalia and good ole me!!

Here is Auntie Vicki and I!! Oh and Uncle Terry back there too!

And finally here is Uncle Terry Holding me!!

It was such a perfect day for a walk in Seattle! The weather was probably the best it has ever been in my short life and I sure loved being outside for an extended amount of time! We all rode down there with my god parents and once we got there that’s when I noticed that my whole team was there and ready to go!! Mama brought a stroller for me that I got to sit in for the first time with no car seat attached!! I was all buckled up just itching to get out and see the city! I noticed there were soooooooooooo many people there too!! Probably close to 5 thousand individuals that just want to do their part to help preemies everywhere :) You all should be very proud of yourselves! They were all there to march for a preemie that they knew or that was close to them as well, and some were even there just because they knew in their hearts that preemies need all the help they can get!! You all brought a very big smile to my very little face :)

Here you can see the sign that the March of Dimes made just for little ole me!!!
Now when I was just a little itty bitty preemie it was real hard to not notice that I was not the only one there, at one point in time there were over 50 babies lying in their boxes near me in the NICU. We all ranged from different ages, weights and problems. Some of us just needed to be in there for a few days, and some of us wayyyyy longer! I was personally in for 99 days but I know for a fact that some were in there close to a year almost!! Yikes! And as for my 99 days there I had constant care from nurses and Dr’s 24 hours a day, if my monitor ever went off or I started to cry or even needed a diaper change I had someone there within minutes to come and save me. This is probably why mommy and daddy felt ok with me being there after a while because they knew I was getting the best medical attention in the world at the time. A lot of the reason I am here today writing this awesome blog that you all know and LOVE is because of the March of Dimes! Every year they raise millions of dollars just to give it to hospitals like the one I was in to help out with all our medical care and the constant attention we all needed! 30 years ago this was just not possible, and the mortality rate for someone of my size was not good at all :( But now I can gladly say everyone is doing everything they can daily to help us out! Yes my preemie friends and I decided to come into this world early because we were eagerly excited to meet our friends and family, little did we realize that our little bodies needed our mama to help grow us. But once we were delivered and was welcomed to the world the technology was there to save us and let us grow :) I basically owe my life to Tacoma General and the March of Dimes so EVERY year I will be doing this walk so I can make sure EVERYONE is aware that preemie babies happen daily, and they ALL need our help just as I did last May :) So for the third time THANK YOU ALL and it was an honor to have you all walk for little ole me and preemies everywhere :) Tomorrow some preemie will get the chance to come home just as I did and it’s all because of you guys: )

Now the walk was VERY fun! It lasted just over 2 hours and it consisted of a LOT of sights and sounds I have never experienced and  a whole bunch of new people to meet! In fact I have NEVER seen so many people in my life! I stayed in my little stroller all strapped up while mommy and daddy took turns walking me! I got to see Key Arena, the Seattle Center, the Experience Music Project  the Monorail and EVEN the SPACE NEEDLE!! And WOW is that thing huge!! I also noticed how amazingly tall all the buildings were around me, it was like fifty bajillion of my houses all stacked on top of each other!! I had so many things to look at, that at one point I was so overwhelmed I fell asleep!!! Ugh how disappointing was that! The star of the show was out for the count! But once everyone rounded the walking route and was heading back I woke up again and I got to take everything in again once more! I LOVED IT!! And next year we are going to make this even bigger!!! I am going to personally try my hardest to reach our goal of 2 thousand dollars for next year, heck I will go door to door and call peoples houses If I have to!! :) Again I had the funnest time ever, and it was awesome to be surrounded by all kinds of people with the same goals and intentions as mine :) I love you all and THANK YOU!!!

Well that was the major even of the week! But of course that was not the ONLY thing that happened. I made major strides towards crawling this week!! I can now get on my hands and knees and kinda hop forward!! So MAYBE JUST MAYBE this will be the week I make a real crawl!! God I hope so!! I wanted to be off and crawling before I turned one and that means I have only 5 days left to accomplish this!! Yikes I better get a move on! I slept waaaaaay better at night this week, mostly because I am feeling a lot better! Heck even last night I didn't wake even ONCE! Yep! For the like the 4th time in my life at home I slept through the night!! Lets see if I can do back to back nights, wish me luck on that one!! Other than that no more news to tell, still have only the 4 teeth and I still love my mum mum's!! :)

After the my March For Babies walk my god parents took me home with them so mommy and daddy could have a couple hours to themselves :) I didn't do much there, in fact the ONLY thing I did was take a looooong nap. So long in fact that Amber had to wake me up just to take me home! Once I got home we all had a BBQ and Movie night! And that means I had an Oatmeal and off to my crib for the Night ugh... Adults get to have all the good food and fun :( OH well it was a VERY busy day for me and I needed my rest anyway, I was getting real cranky towards the end of the night and I HATE when people see me at my worst :) The next day we all took a trip to Grandpa and Grandma Moisio's house!!! But before that we all went out to breakfast! As you can see below I stole my Grandpa's sunglasses So I could be more styling than him :) See Look!!

After we visited Grandpa's house we all went to Garage sales, which I think is Grandpa's favorite thing to do!! It was awfully fun spending the day with you guys and thank you again for having us over :) I Love you both!!! :) And that ladies and gentleman was my week!! And now I got some MAJOR news for you!! As I was saying earlier in 5 days I will be turning 1 and in fact on saturday its gonna be my birthday party!! And with that the following monday will be my LAST regularly scheduled blog post :( I know its been on crazy ride with me every week, and most of you will be upset and miss me, but the orignal purpose of this blog was to keep you all up to date on my well being and my life being a preemie. Well I think its safe to assume so far that I am A'ok and I am progressing just fine :) With all that being said, I still will have an itch to get on here from time to time and tell you all my news. So to save my posts from being ultra repetitive I will only come on here to report huge news or brand new achievements :) I will have either my Mamma or my God Mommy Amber post on their Facebook accounts when there is a new post so everyone will be in the know :) I truly loved doing this for all for you and I sure am gonna miss it. But I am at a point right now where my life is pretty normal and every week seems to to be the same as before. I will probably keep this going for the next 5 years or so just to keep you all involved with my life from time to time :) After that who knows, maybe I ll just delete everything and pretend this crazy blog never happened!! Hahaha ya right I cant do that, I have had 42 thousand visitors since the beginning and I think I would have ALOT of upset people :) Either way thank you all for enjoying this ride with me its been a blast conversing with you all from week to week since I have been home :) Now don't forget next week is my birthday and make sure you all pray that I can get this crawling thing nailed before then :) I love you all and again thank you for all your support and love :)

Finally before I go this week was a very tough one for me and my family, you see that orange poof of fur up there?? Well his name is Oscar, and he was my first real interaction with a doggy!! He was my mommies very good friend and the protector of my family, and sadly he had to go join his friends in doggy heaven :( This was the first real loss I have experienced in my life, and I am really sad, but poor ole Oscar was sick and just needed to finally feel peace. So Oscar I just want you to know that I will always remember you and love you sooooo much. Thank you so much for being such a loyal companion to my my mommy and always keeping safe watch on me and my family. We all will miss you dearly and I love you with all my heart and I'm grateful for the time we shared together :)

Oscar Bishop
9/23/03 - 5/4/13
Good bye buddy and may you rest in peace....

I love you all and I will see you all next week for my LAST regularly scheduled post and don't you worry next weeks episode will be a good one because it will be all about my first birthday :)

Feeling Better Now! And It's Almost Time to March For Babies!!

 Well hello everybody! My week was soooooo much better than before! For two reasons, 1. I'm finally getting better!!! And 2. My Dr's appointment got cancelled!!! Dont know why but when daddy and I got there they said I didnt need shots anymore!! What an amazing feeling that was!! And to be perfectly honest that was the ONLY new news of the week! Ya not much to report here other than that! I am back to only waking up once or twice a night too so its been easier on good ole mom and dad! Also its been a whole lot of tough love lately for me when it comes to bed time. No more halo blankets for me and now when I am put to bed I AM PUT TO BED, after the first couple of nights I learned I can no longer just cry for attention any longer :( But after a couple days I fall right asleep a lot quicker than I did before. So now i am getting more sleep at night and that means a much happier baby in the morning :)

 This is my reaction at the Dr's when daddy said we were going home with no shots!! Hehehe :) Anyways still no more new teeth, I now am on teething tablets and my mum mum's and so far its been a lot better than normal :) Ya and when it comes to crawling I STILL can't figure it out ugh!!! I get up on my knees real good now and try to rock myself forward but yep still cant get it :( But it looks like I know how to do push ups pretty well :) After about 5 min of trying to figure out crawling I get upset and mad and then I give up :( Ugh maybe next week!

 Yep like I was saying earlier, that was about it for the week!! Which is good because I was able to rest up enough for my big March of Babies walk this weekend!! Yep in only 4 days some of my family members and my friends are gonna walk to honor and help out preemies like myself whom are stuck in the hospital beds waiting to come home! I again want to thank all of you that have pledged money to our cause and we are honored to walk for your donations :) I hope we do this every year because my family and I want to do everything we can to help out all the others in our situation. In a lot of ways I have lucked out so far in life because lets be honest I had it pretty easy, but there are many families out there that need help so my parents and I will always do everything we can to never forget where I came from and what I can do to help prevent other parents from going through what mine had to :) As you can tell this cause means a lot to me and again thank you all for your help with spreading the word!!! :) And I will see all of you that are walking with me on saturday :)

Daddy wanted a pic of me and LOOK who jumped in!! Thats ok I love my sister :) Well I really have nothing more to talk about, but thats ok because I am sure I will have lots to talk about next week :) I love you all and I hope you all have a great night too!! Be sure to click on my link below, this is your last chance to check out my March for babies page to see what you can do to help preemie babies and their families :) Have a great week guys and I will see you next Monday!! :) Ta ta!

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